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Malevolence Verses Benevolence
It's not easy coming to terms with the possibility many members of my family (including myself) have been involved with alien abduction. Announcing this type of revelation publicly is like proclaiming to have been infected with a fatal yet contagious disease. If you tell Friends, they begin to disappear--even within the UFO community a few eyebrows raise at the slight mention of it.Alien abduction is a darker characteristic of Ufology that some researchers (until recent years) wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole.
I need to clarify my definition of alien abduction. Abduction has nothing to do with being contacted by benevolent little creatures that wish to share the secrets of the universe.It is a malevolent act of aggression towards the experiencer, invasive at every level and a horrifying, traumatic encounter that leaves the recipient changed forever.It creates symptoms of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, which adversely affects a person for the rest of their life. It can also leave a person with holes in their memory, genuinely fearing for their sanity.
I have been experiencing what I believe to be alien abduction from the age of four onward.Mental, emotional as well as cruel physical experiments have been performed on me, without my consent.It is my opinion that these beings, whether Zeta Riticulans (small Greys supposedly from Zeta Riticuli), several foot tall reptilian entities or any other species do not have our best interest at heart. My genuine concern is they have a much deeper, sinister objective, which we may never fully understand.
Beings with spiritual understanding or a genuine love for humanity would not have to operate in such clandestine fashion. They should also recognize someone's true spiritual awareness and genuine desire to learn how to help humanity revolutionize its ills. I have experienced none of the above, with these captors. Quite the contrary, it has been more akin to concentration camp like behavior with indifferent, unsympathetic entities that have their own priories and a hidden agenda
I didn't always feel this way. I once believed abduction was for our own good, that the beings were spiritually advancing us in return for allowing physical and mental experimentation. Another abduction investigator convinced me that the beings were ethical, that I was to accept these occasional incursions without question. Not only accept it but to feel honored because I had been chosen.As these experiences became increasingly conscious, and some of the screens began to lift, my assessment of these creatures (or how I was brainwashed to believe in my opinion) dramatically shifted.
I began to ask myself what honor and spiritual remuneration is it to be subjected to total helplessness, in addition to the horror of watching a fetus is being harvested from a loved one? Then, if that wasn't enough, being forced to calm her down then required to remove gauze like packing from her vaginally after she has hemorrhaged from the brutality of it all?Or watching my mother, two sisters and daughter huddled into a small cramped, caged area completely in a state of traumatized terror that if I didn't cooperate with the beings they would be harmed, possibly killed.I have witnessed no honor, no humanitarian missions or spiritual kindheartedness from these beings, ever.
We must do whatever possible to stop the experiences from occurring all together. We must fight for conscious recollection of the abductions and expose these captors for what they are. I know once I began to fight for recollection, I began to see another side of the abduction scenario. When we begin to fight for consciousness we can begin to realize the totality of what is happening to us and what screens our controllers have placed within.
It may hold the key to possibly find solutions to stop it once and for all.
Colleen is the author of a book called 'Surviving the Fall: journey within the UFO cult' mindset', which is in it's final editing stages.
A Guest Submission by colleen@cojoweb.com
Submitted By: Colleen Johnston |
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